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[19 Jun 2004|12:44pm] |
new lj... ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _hotsexx_
everyone add me there
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[19 Jun 2004|12:25pm] |
ok im starting not to want to update this journal its pointless
so uum vote if you want me to delete it or not
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[18 Jun 2004|09:01am] |
I'm so dead on the inside
i don't even know.
help? please.
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[17 Jun 2004|10:30pm] |
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i feeel empty still even more then last time i said that... =/
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[17 Jun 2004|06:06am] |
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Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without the E (Cut From the Team) |
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why the fuck do i fucking bother. for the past 6 months why have i fucking bothered... its okay. i know when i'm not fucking needed so just go back to your boyfriend. i dont care anymore. you obviously don't need me in anyway so have a nice fucking life.
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[16 Jun 2004|10:10pm] |
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Something Corporate - Punk Rock Princess |
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wow you know what, fuck all of you. that's all
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[16 Jun 2004|10:23am] |
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.. this is just fanfuckingtastic i don't think this year could get any fucking worse... whatever, i don't know i don't want to know i want to cry and die right now okay. gona go bye bye
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[16 Jun 2004|06:31am] |
well, idon't know. work was good i guess... as good as it can be. i really don't think it could be better in a sense. its work you know? ummmmmm... today is my art final and i have to return some books but i don't know.. i have to take my history and psych finals still and i duno what to do bc i really don't want to stay after too long i feel so fucking icky
i don't like it. i couldn't really sleep last night it was way too hot for 6:30 am and yeah im done compaining again sorry. later
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[14 Jun 2004|10:05pm] |
first day of work; wow
my minds going nuts; like usual
i want to shoot myself; hehe
does that not surprise you; any of you
probably; not
anyways; i don't know
why; i am typing
like; this
but i am weird okay i'm done with that
yeah work =s interesting i'm such a spazz someetimes and we have to say all these things "Hi, How are you?, Did you find everything you need?, Do you have a bonus card?, Your savings are ____________, Take Care, Have a good night and thank you for shopping here."
yeahhh,
i'm out
♥
lisa
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[13 Jun 2004|07:29am] |
well, i'm not getting my car yet. :-( and someone from my church found out i smoked great just great fuck it oh well what can they do to me. i don't even care. only one year til i can get away with it anyway.
my body is hurting me, i don't know why... it just hurts.
i'm really tired, and i still have to get two fucking dozens of bagels
god i need a bogie.and i want my fucking car!!!!!!!
and i missed erik's show bc my parents decided to take me out to dinner and not fucking drive me... i'm really sorry erik, please forgive me?
WOW IM A FUCK UP
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[12 Jun 2004|01:18am] |
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tonight =s interesting. i was so quiet which is unusual. I wish i knew wtf was up with me... i wish i knew wtf was wrong. i wish i knew if anything would ever go fucking right. well we all know nothing will ever go right for me. bc i'm just a fucking loser like that. whatever i d ont care anymore not really...or i'll just pretend not to and live my fucking life behind a fuckin mask like i have been for the last few years. whatever none of you care anyway.
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[11 Jun 2004|08:35pm] |
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i feel empty </3 don't know why. oh well. i'm not meant to be with anyone
i'm better off alone anyway.
i just hope i can make it by myself.
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[10 Jun 2004|11:38pm] |
omg pics from prom
i look pretty
i wish i really could look that way all the time
but i suck and i can't :(
whatever. so muchfucked up shit
spent the day with my bros
loved it
i love my bros they rock
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[09 Jun 2004|05:50am] |
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yeah fuck everything. end of story
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[08 Jun 2004|06:44am] |
i feel crazy good and really hungry
i duno i thought i was gong to get in trouble but i didnt
i duno what's wrong with me but something definitely is.i don't kow how to explain it
yesterday was great i cut school and just chille drove aroundwith mac and then hung out with robinson before dinner and after dinner that kids great. its supposed to be hot today and im just like wutev finals start thursday andd i get my car this weekend wuddup
ahh peaceeeee
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[03 Jun 2004|04:55pm] |
The boy with forever in his eyes.
"Oh boy" I said
"Dear boy" I said
"Why do you never smile?"
"Oh girl"he said
"Dear girl" he said
I haven't in quite a while
"Why not" I said
"Dear God" I said
" Is your heart a shade of black?"
"oh no " he said
"God no" he said
"Im broken and I cant go back"
"Oh my" I said
"God,why?" I said
"A heart so pure as yours"
"Who knows " he said
"Despair grows" he said
"And sometimes grief outpours"
"My love" I said
"Dear love" I said
"Please don't cry anymore"
"But why" he said
"Dear why" he said
"I have nothing to live for"
"Oh me" I said
"Oh my" I said
"I never meant to die"
"Oh me" he said
"Oh my" he said
And breathed in just one sigh
"Oh love" I said
"Dear Love" I said
"Please forget me wont you try"
" I can't" he said
"I wont" he said
"I'll love you til I die"
"I'm yours" I said
"Always yours" I said
"Please don't you cry"
' I love you boy" I said
"I love you boy"
To the boy with forever in his eyes.
props to karen i love her
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[03 Jun 2004|06:18am] |
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well the chorus concert went well... and it seemed as if mrs. l was going to cry. then we went to the diner things seemed kind of awkward but it was rewarding none the less i got to spend time with some of my closest friends whom i love very dearly. after that mac wanted me to be a speed devil and drive down the road and race joe that was funny i had fun with it ... and then we picked up chris and dirty food and dropped it back off to them. it was fun. i love driving and i seem to be very responsible so far, i'm loving it. well i must get going school in a bit. love dearly, lisa
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[02 Jun 2004|06:43am] |
so life is at down right now i'm so stressed out like you don't even know...
i cant even explain it..
i wish i could but i really can't.
so please don't bother asking its worthless
i can't tell you what's wrong or what's right
bye
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[01 Jun 2004|05:06pm] |
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sry the last few entries have the same datte i pressed a button so yeah it got fucked up...
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